Sunday, 28 April 2013

Im SoRRy !

On the name of Allah

                                          Bismillahhirrahmanirrahim....




I wrote this entry just to express my feeling,
its just me,

Sadness,
it is a challenge,
i m just His servant,
who need His guide.
Only Him can guide me.,,
Through all night ,i m begging Him only to seek for my benefits
Suddenly i  realised that HOW SELFISH I aM !
Allah always hear my du'a,
even im a sinful servant,
He realised me on how i cannt stop seek for His blessing,
I was like ZEro !
im so terrible !
Lived the life by my own imagination,my own benefits
Never think about others
Then i was thinking ,
How about my sisters and brothers in Gaza,
Yes i do. I do remember them !
i would like to help them.
but sometime i tend to forget them when i m happy,
i m SELFISH !
Cruel..!
Life isnt permanent !
When i m happy, i tend to forget everything ,
only when i realised that All this sustainces came from Him,
He owns me,noone else,
Please forgive me..!
a sinful servant !

somehow i just wonder why Allah still give me His blessing even i disobey Him !
How much He loves me, but my love and sacrification towards Him and Islam is Zero,

Please forgive me as i have sinned You a lot _
                                                         i just a servant,small and sinful
in shaa Allah


























2 comments:

  1. Assalamualaikum adik !
    La tahzan . Allah kan sentiasa ada bersamamu. sungguh ! kita hanya hamba yg kerdil , namun percayalah , Dia sangat rindu untuk dgr rintihan hambaNya . Semoga terus thabat di jalan Allah . btw , akak follow awak , follow akak juga ya , wassalam . :)

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  2. wassalam...subhanallah akak, terima kasih banyak2..! in shaa Allah..
    Kekadang sedih tu tiba tiba datang bila ingat balik sape kita dulu, apa yg dah kita buat,tapi Allah tetap baik,sy follow akak balik ...jgn lupa selalu melawat blog saya ye..
    saya ni masih mentah lagi :)
    syukran !

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